Yesterday went out early morning to view apartment i was stilll in my sleepy mode not fully awake. After viewing the apartment went to had our lunch had a bowl of Japanese Noodle & a toast bread with condense milk shared with dear after which i went to get some lingerings and, dear was waitin fr me. When to shop around and choose some nice clothing for dear. When we reached home..a moment later chockiie was pooin' on e floor dear was very furious with him shouted at him chockiie was so shocked & scared and he ran to the bed room and hide under the pillow. Gagagaga.. i washed the balcony around now is clean and they will have to do their business outside have our dinner at MCD dear fav. but not my fav. Just that sometimes has the urge of eatin' fastfood hahaha!!..
This few days have been listening to all my fav' songs.
"One day a friend of mine e-mailed me, and he chatted with me over the MSN conversation he mumble with some words and his sentences was so weird ..? he know i'm married already. But, he asked me
"..Yuko do u know all e while i like u but, didn't get e chance to date u out even fr so many yrs because, i'm scared u reject me .. " i was stunned & shocked !! what the ... ?? i treated him as my own brother talk to him everythin' under the sun. But, ever since last yr i didn't contact him and he POP out from no where and asked me such a ....!! O-O!! I myself forgotten his contact no. either..hah.
Crazy fella .. *yawn* i can't b bother anyone of them.
..take a strawberries put in my mouth(sour & sweet thats what it is)

I am extremely pissed off really bloody hell she's a "bitch of e bitch" she is such a liar no wonder my dream about her is slap her face and kick her straight to her stomach area. She's a Great time Liar pity those people who actually believed every of her words. And, can you ask your "friends" mind her own business and, of course stop spying on others personal life don't you find it so childish by doing that ? hah ..
Few days back mother & father in law come to visit us, and we was busy looking for a new flat we walked up down different blocks of houses. Afterall we come back to the same new flat is called "treasure garden" here the housing is not called HDB etc it is all private easte property. And, well dear he is the busy bee of course going to bank etc it is such a busy days for all of us. And, mummy , daddy have met his old friend on the street while we was looking at the property and, late at night all of us went to a chinese resturant had our dinner. ( I hate it honestly speaking because it is inside the casino ) for the shit why must a restuarants build inside the casino *Yawn*
Mummy & Daddy went a trip to Zhuhai and, i and dear didn't go as both of us was busy with many things. And, i buy mummy a tea leaves for her high blood it cn help her lower down her blood pressure and, dear buy daddy two books. While den we returned from our busy bee, Mummy buy me afew shirts, snoopy bag haha.. is all my fav' colour "i wonder how she know" haha.. she is really like my own mummy. She is my mother-in-law but, she to me is a REAL Mother that i will always want to seek for advice of course. Dear have a Great and nice parents !! :D
This few days all the meal is BIG MEAL!! argh! i wonder how many Kgs i put on haha.. wel, i losin wt now and then
Shall upload picture tml

Today wake up get washed up i and dear went to travel agent to book the hotel and air ticket ti xiaman during April. I can believe from Macau to Xiaman is so near and it cost MOP 7000+ this money i can go to thailand !! I hate going to China nor to Step in but, because dear is going for conference and only i can speak their dialet and of course basic chinese ( ..Geez is not well speaking chinese thou ) haha~
Anyway, had our lunch at a cafe and went to purchase some stuff fr our house. Reached home clean up the house again etc. And, mother in law & father in law will come tml!! haha!! Yippy! :P
Baby chockiie & pearly enjoyed their food today. And, i m not feeling well either *yawn*
dats about all fr today

This few days im Pissed off & Stress in e brain of mine. Every night having those "weird" dreams & "Nightmare" again gOsh i can't it, it is getting back. I knew when i having a nightmare e present life is always something happening is just a matter of time. Perhaps i was too stress lately that's why i have nightmare. But, think back there was afew inccident my dream actually came true without i realizing it untill i sit down on the desk.
there was this dream is that there was three tomb stone that was inside the forest whereas in also near the road side it was very very dark at night i and dear was walkin along the way there was this "lady" who actually cried sadly and asked me " girl do you want to eat ? " i told her no thanks my hubby has went to look fr a shop near by she told me there was no shop near by at all i was..shocked e sky was ..dark it was stomy i should say and later on she started to tell me abt a Book that has her generation it was very old and, she said all e details abt her would b inside the book. The picture was that there is three tombs there was a person who actually placed a food on her left side corner of it. later on.. she spoke finished somehow the rain the tunder who so loud i and dear have to run off as fast as possible... the dream was..pretty..weird. i saw many souls tombs ... dark
In life somethings can't be explained, can't ask for more. What is given to you is always yours unless you want to dump it off but, think back when actually u dump it off you will start to regret it. But, when u regret it nothing could turn back the clock anymore.
People who acted pitiful,lie,betray friends,embezzled company money all these will face Justice one day. Well, like i said in my Previous Post i hope her boyfriend see this Post. He may not see what kind of Gf he has but, times will show it all . I feel sad for him honestly speaking.
I wonder why some people are so being jealous when she has a Boyfriend already and always spying on certain things ( Hey "B****" please mind ur own business ya? ) Didn't ur mother ask u to stay away from people affair before u get yourself in deep shits without knowing it hah. Being Quiet doesn' t mean you can bully Or eat me up. I know God has an Eye to See e things. I feel soo disgusted by e way you did those things to Guys.
Girls always do something bad and, doesn't allow her current BF to Know and often make herself as a Victim. This is very True. Guys who ever come across or even some Girls who come across such a Inccidence should know it very well.. Sometimes i feel so sad for those guys who actually did no wrong but, always being accuss and, hey i can't believe MOST people believe the girls rather then e truth of all. I find that they are Stupid in their brains.
I feel so disgusted even till now.. i feel like ... PanCake on her face. Geez well i rmb i have a dream few days back i whack and kick and slap box her face till i am so happy!!!! Alright lucky i didn't sleep walk nor whack "dear who is sleepin beside me" if not his face will be blue black. It happen many times when i was sleepin, and my baby doggies is sleepin beside me when i dream i have anger somehow i kick and push away and Scream in a very loud voice of mine.
I am someone who hate people provoke me or talk ill about me, Once i know about it i don't give a freaking dame i will speak whatever anger is inside me to ease e anger in me hah.
And, please don't think you know me well. Because, nobody will ever know what kind of Character i have.
My character is simple as a Shell with Darkness.
Nobody shall have e Key to Open my Heart with all the Secrets i have.
Well, e Only Key to My Heart that is
Only My Beloved "Dear"
"If" all my beloved doggies know how to speak that will be Great because they are totally the Key to My Heart.
All small tiny details they know about it.
I am thankful that i found someone that i can trust fully and entirely.
This is a Anger words from me
here it goes
" FUCKING SHITS BITCH CAN'T U MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS AND JOLLY WELL BE WITH YOUR GUY AND YOUR WORK WHY BOTHER ABOUT OTHERS NOR TO TALK ILL ABOUT OTHERS YOUR MOTHER DIDN'T TEACH YOU MANNERS SHOW RESPECT AND NOT TO PROVOKE OTHERS FUCKING HELL FUCK OFF I HATE TO SEE YOUR FACE BUT NO CHOICE YOU THINK I LIKE TO YOU ? PUKE* NO I DON'T LIKE AT ALL, YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO SICK AND DISGUSTED" YOU WILL GET YOUR RETRIBUTION ONE DAY I SWEAR!

dedicated to deardear
I've Got You
Flowers, they don't always bloomAnd even when they do they're not meant to last foreverLove can turn out any timeThe good and bad, the wrong and rightFind a way to come together'Cause I've got you to pull me through another dayAnd you've got me together we will run away'Cause I've got you, whocares what anyone may sayI know I'm gonna find my way, 'cause I found youI found youThey say that we're too youngToo young we've just begunTo realise what we've been givenTake our chances as they comeDon't look back at what's been donePass the road that we have driven'Cause I've got you to pull me through another dayAnd you've got me together we will run away'Cause I've got you, who cares what anyone may sayI know I'm gonna find my way, 'cause I found you (you)Found youFound youIf I have you I've got everythingIf I've got you I've got the moon, the stars, the sunWhat more could I want?What more could I want?'Cause I've got you to pull me through another dayAnd you've got me together we will run away'Cause I've got you, who cares what anyone may sayI know I'm gonna find my way, 'cause I found you (you)I found youYouFound you

Today went out with deardear and we brought Baby chockie a bed and a towel for him as a Blanket. As the weather here has dropped down to 13 degree celsius. And, we worried that he will be cold to die. We shopped around and dear buy a Sport Shoe Timberland! and, some Jackets as well. We headed home as later and go to the Supermarket to get some fresh food to cook fr dinner. And, waiting for the Sofa to cOme.
When we reached home i and dear cleanned the whole house up. He was doing the landry for me i am sweeping,mopping,washing the dishes and so on. And, baby chockie is walking everywhere like nobody business. We are washin' all the shirts and so on. Well, today dinner i cooked Spicy Tofu,Tom yum Soup,fish, and lastly is long bean!!. Haha.. .and of course rice. Dear, was drinking and eating with his fav corktail.
Baby chockie was lying on the Sofa he was so happy and dear actually took afew picture of him. Shall upload it tml!!..weather is extremely cold cold like hell!!! ARGH!!!

Today wake up in e morning washed up and, was ready to pick up Baby Chockiie, we went to colonan to take him home " ..I can't believe my eyes that he actually grow half of his baby size that i last saw him was in during Jan before fly off to SG" I chat with Mummy over the MSN webcam and, of course saved up alot of overseas calls and, i missed her!! and daddy of cos. Well, she saw Chockie on the webcam saying he is so fit,fat,handsome looked so different from last few months back, he had grow so fast..!! and, he is intelligent learned things extremely fast...he is the elder brother alm' all his siblings...!!
I was using the net, chockie had been sleeping quietly beside me even thou he tend to "..eUuuk,woOf" when playing... he is obedient i asked him to Urine on the Newspaper indeed he DID IT!! well, i know he want to eat wet food tml shall get him some mixed with the dry food. He is going 3mth old soOn..!! Gonna buy him a "CAKE" heeehee..!! mUacks..!! Love him and, of course love my beloved baby CATTY!! They are precious to me.
Tml have to go immgration there to give them the ID Photo and, of course my tumb print haha!! "..insane me". well, dear today brought a Washing Machine he don't want me to wash the clothing by hand as it is very tiring i told him i don't mind that at all, using both hand to wash it is much more cleaner. I am going to get Chockiie a bed. He loved to sleep on the sofa with me...!! haha :P He is sooOo.....clever!!
..awaiting dear to be back hOme....!!! he will say " BABY CHOCKIIE!! " and i will say "CHOCKIIE DADDY HOME..." haha!! Today i trained him "SIT, UP and of course STAY " he make it !! But, obviously need to be everyday trained!! He don't anyhow chew chew... :P

I am going to transfer the phOto..from the LG chockie & Cookie phOne..!! gaga..Shall upload some other picture perhaps tml..!! Anyway, Sunday have to gO to Church!!!!!!! lala
Loving yOu always and alwaYs!!
"...those people who actually embezzled the company money shall face Justice One day.."
"..God have an Eye to See how some Evil people can Be.."
"..May God Bless Them.."
"..Wash away their Sins.."

Mornin suppose to go back to wwss ask my teacher to write the recommendation form fr me. But, i was too lazy and obviously tired so i didn't went. And, Alvin too he can't meet up fr the recee today so i and dear actually wake up at 1pm and, showered and get changed had our lunch at home bfore we headed out to recee ourselves. Today is a fruitful day fr us because we have find many things and, i really pity those Old Uncles and Aunties Tomb that was scatterled everywhere like nobody business, i make a prayer fr them clean the img fr them as well. It was raining heavily, we didn't continue our walk headed home after that interviewed some passes by. Walked back home both of us was exhausted was so tired and sleepy. Reached home get showered and, showed Mummy what we had took and, i saw the video dat dear took and, hmm. My chinese.. sounded weird!! hahaha!! is as thou English Speaker turn into some Chinese Speaker with all the funny voices!! haha!!
Snap Snap some Snowiie picture, and some of my MESSING ROOM !! Still packing e boxes!! ARGH!!
Xanga uploadin of picture is very SLOW!! *!!* shall upload tml den
Anyway, have dinner with Parents at the coffee shop. Had a very full dinner. Dear slept fr two hr plus and i was watching television and, reading some forum thingy. I sat down infront of my Computer having lots of thoughts running thru my mind i was thinking if i should say it out or not.. i find it pissed off actually. I felt something not wrong at all ... God Dame Shit !! Wonder what is wrOng..!!

This few days busy going recee and, unpack all the boxes that is from Pasir ris flat and Modena flat. I should say i am very tired and sleepy almost everyday at the same time i am thinking about my babies doggy and catty in HK i worried for them. They was home alone fr 3 weeks !! Hey!! But, i am not "bad" i buy them many things from Singapore hee.. love them!! And, dear actually brought chockie a leather collar !! Timberwolf !! haha!! The bookshelves was full of books and, of course they are still more boxes for me to unpack. There are many things that i want to sell online. I am now findin materials and, of course designing the website.
Today went to Recee, and i was exhausted. My tummy seem to get bigger gagaga, anyway i have been taking prenatal vitamins all these while. And, i am quite upset that i didn't bring the plug fr LG Chockie phOne to Singapore and, many wonderful nice photos cannot b transfer to my Notebook. And, the bluetooth in my notebook i still can't figure out how to use it. I find it very complicated. Next time i and my parents will webcam n talk to each on the MSN!! Isn't it cool ! haha.. Overseas call very expensive. And, i will check out the skype website.
After recee today, went home had a short nap. After that went to Mummy grandfather wake at tiong bahru, and it was crowded with Mummy cousins hahaha!! most of them i didn't saw them bfore as mummy seldom bring us visit them. Well well, of course saw my Cousin BEN YEO!! and, i am so naughty sit at the chair and took picture of him i shall upload the picture when i am back in HK! Sunday flying off and, i know the whole apartment will be "SMELLY" because baby Milky will make a WHOLE MESS in the HOUSE. The following day have to go and pick up Baby Chockiie!!! MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!! Had our dinner at Tiong Bahru a Japanese resturant, i ordered a VERY SPICY SEAFOOD RAMAE!! It is extremely SPICY!! I ate till my head was feelin giddy!! haha.. but, hey it is shocked man!! to eat spicy food!! YUMMY!!!\
Deardear
I love you always and always !!
Lookin forward fr baby Celestia & Miyuki baby come to this Wonderful
World with Daddy & Mummy !
I hate some people who are very noisy and sickening, they just can't simply mind their own business neither do they know how to respect others. And, not telling lies around to others i hate such a person who claim to know me well or even say she and i are closed ! What a joke it is !! Everyone who know me i seldom i talked to people nor tell them about my Privacy life. Sometimes, i feel like slappin' off the person face. I really can't stand people who talk untill... " !!!!! " She also very Kpo etc.. nvm, wait till i can't tolerate anymore i will say her. And, don't think i keep quiet she do the things i will not say. I am JUST tolerating her NOW!!
B****!!