25 April 07 The day before yesterday, dearie back from work and both of headed to have our dinner and was chit chatting away had a Taiwan rice with some beancurd and mince pork on it,tomatoes egg as well as a long bean as fr dearie he has noodle with beancurd and mince pork on it. We had our dinner and chit-chat nonsense fr about an hr or so. And, later on dearie actually went to purchase a Sony Ericssion W880i for me alright i was very "shocked" as i didn't thought he would buy i thought he was jus sayin' it. It has many function like what i said in the previous post. After we had purchased the phone i was very happy we went to borrow some Vcds as well as buy two cup of fruit juice.
Once we reached home, i place all the things down later on was reading the manual fr the phone it was amazing incredible it has many function i cn blog anywhere i go best part of all is go to the net w/o paying ?! i still have abit of doubts of it thou haha.. after checking my phone it hasn't b deducted any money from it. I was very happy tranfering the photo and so on. After that we bring baby chockiie & pearl down to the street to do their business but, baby chockie actually was so naughty till he actually poo at the front gate where ppl will start to walk in and out of the building i and dear was so embarrassed . After they done their business we headed home, dearie was sleepy after that he went to bed as for me i couldn't get to sleep at all even listenin' to my Mp3 player i woke up and of course doing the house chores and, doing the landry cleanin' e doggy poo up. Mornin' 8.30am wake dearie up as he needed to go to work early lalala~ cooked him a pack of noodle with egg but, he didn't had it as it was too early fr him to have his breakfast. After he left for work I had the noodle by myself.
After doing all the neccessary things, i went to take a rest poor baby chockiie & pearly with me till next day didn't had their rest so when i went to bed they actually does to . After wakin' up at 4.30pm waitin' fr dearie bck home i thought he would gib me a call but, he didn't when he rang the door bell i was.. thinkin' who is this person who actually rang the bell up !! and, i was thinkin' of NOT TO OPEN!! Muahahaha but, later on i went to take a peek hee dat's dearie he is BACK hoMe !!! 6pm !! lalala
Had our dinn3r it was very very full. And, talk to dearie ::P at night i talk non-stop !! haha.. and, he would be "piggy" zZzz .. today at least the whole house smell so nic3.. and fresh !! :P i used silvery to upload e photo to blogger.com ( http://yuko-yuko.blogspot.com ) even w/o im bck hOme.
Just want to say Dearie Thanks fr the Phone dat you buy for Me and, Thanks God fr that as well !! :D
I dreamt of a Bible book turnin' to one of the pages but, one of my bible book precious moment was left in Singapore when till when im back to visit mummy i have to take it back home.
Now readin' another illustration of it.
Thats fr nOw..
I love you my dear !! muackies

I love You My dearie :P

This photo is Nice mUahahaha!! dearie disturbin' whn i try to take his photo

Argh!! My eyes help help !


mUahahaha !! boo !!









Hubby drinking soup

Yesterday wake up and cooked lunch for dear, and headed to Anima in ( Coloane ) i saw Baby Chockie Sister and many hundreds dogs that people have throwed them away nor left the in the street they have good breed but, at that time i wondering why people have to throw them away ? nor leave them in the street. I hugged Chockiie younger sister that we name her ( Pearly ) She is black in colour her name original was "Palla" a Porg' name. And, we saw her as a Pearl and, the staff over there said She looked like a Black Pearl name her Pearly. After adopting her we headed home and get her showered as well as baby chockiie he is overly jeslous about it. Didn't want Pearly to take his things nor chew his things. He always protect the surrounding including the house each and every corner. He is intelligent !! After that both of us ( dear & I ) headed to Supermarket to get some food for the Steamboat, weather is cold freezing cold..Geez and, dear buy another bottle of barley..!! o-O!! wonder why he out of sudden kept drinking alcohold.. after that he was abit giddy and told me "Many things that i was Hell freaking Shocked" Well after bring chockiie and pearly out for night walk, i asked dear "does he still remember what did he said to me just now over the dinner??" he couldn't recalled at all. Well, Pray hard hah.. May God Bless You.

I want to ask people who read my blog here, here is a Story of a Boy and a Girl.
( Is my friend )
Before they was together this girl name B actually fond of Mr A she has been trying to get close and, being adventurers to show Mr A how nice and how sweet she can been. And, later on many upcoming happening(...)
After they return from a Trip this Girl B actually was wearing a Shorts her look was ( Short - abit plump ) and, she actually asked Mr A to put his hand on her tights and, Cried so badly saying some nonsenses ( ....)
Later on Mr A asked her "Why are you crying ??" and ( ........ )
Well, and, before they officially got together Girl B actually take Mr A hand and, placed in on her boobs and saying "..This is your property and, you shall not touch others property and asked Mr A is my Boobs BIG OR NOT !!!" and, said "You are Mine".
(.....)
Come to the conclusion can anyone tell me what the "Shits" it is ??
First of all,
I find it "...amazed" by what a Young woman can do ( she's abt the age of 22 ) and, actually trying to suduce Mr A and make him to have "Sex" with her. And, making Mr A to think she is nice and sweet but exact facts she was a "Dirty girl to me" how can she do that to a Guy. I find it funny. Some girls wouldn't do that at all. She has to be ashamed and, Pray hard that her current Boy friend don't find out anything.
God Bless Her.
Love can't be force at all nor money can buy over it.
But, lies can always overturn the whole situation.
God has an Eye to See for Everything She Does to the People Around.
Retribution
She Shall face it.
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I hope the Boy Friend, don't be shocked When someday somehow he find out himself
There's always a Saying "People who always drunk they always speak the truth from their words.
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And, of course from what he said to me in his drunk words and sentences
I find it "..Amazed" many things i didn't know at all hah.
Well, this is life.
Don't blame me when we start to agure ya ?
Blame on Yourself.
I feel disappointment lately and moody on somethings. I find it unexplained by words. I have mixed feelings.
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Well, i don't really hold gadges on people but, some people make me pissed off each times by the actions they do. It really irks me alot. God dame shits Please look at Yourself Girl and, can you Stop being a Kpo!! Doesn't you find it BORING!! *Yawn*
This is my blog and, i have the right to say whatever things i want unhappy the "click on on right hand side [ x ] and close it" God Bless for the evils ones out there.
For the God Dame Sick YOU BITCH STOP SAYING YOU ARE CLOSE TO ME!! AND, OBVIOUSLY YOU ARE LYING..HAH.
"I AND HER IS TOALLY NOT CLOSED NOR WE TALKED" JUST A "HI" & "BYE" SITUATION.
HOLY SHITS!!!

Thanks God fr all the Miracles !!
I still want to think about my bible book in Singapore !! ( Precious moment ) !!
I wanna read !! now only cn read those dearie have in e bookshelves.
Better than no bible book to read muahahaha!!
I didn't expect dearie will buy me Mimi Sister who is still in the shop yesterday, i miss my baby Mimi she passed away due to the detoxication dat the vet had given to her i missed her to tis very day as fr Milky i love him too but, not as much as i love baby mimi she is so intelligent and different from other cats out there. Yes she is jus a dosmenstic cat many ppl would say why keep a useless and no breed cat it is jus wastin ur time. If a true Animal lover they wouldn't mind any breed at all you love animal is by their kind and lovely look not by how much worth money they are. When i looked at her eyes she looked exactly like Mimi she is so sweet and lovely character almost the same i can't believe my eyes. I know dearie buy me e kitten as he know i love kitten and of course i love Mimi but she passed away too fast.
I know we had many busy work to do, more mess to clean up everyday but he don't mind. I know he's bearin' it. He love me alot and, so much so he would get me e things i love dearly. I really appreaciated that alot. Everyday i have been cleanin' up e mess cleanin' up e house but, fr sure when moved house they would have to live outside the balcony . And, of course in future there will b more busy fr me . I love all the Animal i feed and of course my Beloved hubby dat will b with me thru out my entire life !!
At times, i would throw my temper at him, i am Sorry i didn't mean dat. I am just feelin so stress with many things i know people out there is talkin' nonsense . One word they are Jealous. But, i always believe they will always get their retribuation back one day it is jus a matter of time. And, worse if they look down on others it is ridiculious don't tell me if one day if they gave birth to a child and, this child of theirs slow in learnin' and ended up in some schools and start sayin' him how stupid you are etc i shouldn't have give birth to you if i know you are so stupid etc. ? This kind of people want face and worse of worse they can't face reality fr sure. I pity them alot.
Everyone has their own abilities and, they will excel fr sure.
Mid-May have a Examination, i know and i have faith in myself dat i will do well in the Exmination fr e Catholic University of Portugal. All the things was a Miracle to me. Sometimes, i didn't pray fr what i want it jus in front of me. I can nvr explain how is it so. I only know if i were to go school i will b extremely confused, tremble when i take bus it will b crowded fr sure.
Baby Chockiie & Pearly they saw Baby Miemie they was shocked and wanna sniff her. But, miemie doesn't like it they expression on her was... so cute i should say exactly like Mimi !! it's as if baby Mimi has came home !! aha.. capture some photo of them and especially baby chockiie expression was ..incredible amazin' !! haha !! Poor hubby yesterday gt scatch by baby miemie actually miemie she wanted to scatch baby pearly as pearl every minute and second would come out from the room and sniff her outside at the livin' rm she gone mad and wanted to attack pearl. And, in the end poor dear gt scatched by her. I applied the medication fr him and, both of us went to bed .
Today, wnt to IIUM to apply fr e Uni. Later on, we had our lunch at a resturant dat is sellin' south east asia food. And, both of us talkin' about many things dat is happenin' ard.
I believe dear, will do it well fr sure. :) God is always watchin' at him and helpin' him fr sure.
And, God will know who is right who is wrong
Who is takin' fr granted who is not.
People who doin' nonsenses will get their retribution back fr sure.
Waitin' fr dearie back back home after his worky worky.
Faith is not sometin' You can measure in e same as we can measure length or weight .
Faith is Simply Trustin' God to Work in his Way.
Shall upload the photo whn i have transfer.

A real pearl that was given by dearest on the airport without me knowing !! >.<
Come with a cert
nice pearl

my love love

Folding of all the Hearts or other things is a sense of love and blessing to someone i love dearly, and the words is hidden inside each and every folded Paper ( it's invisible words & sentences ) those who truly love me will read this ( invisible words & sentences ) no matter what. It is very simple theory. Each paper i fold have my thoughts and feelings in it, sometimes if you just simply pick up a heart and open it'll lies a word in it and, is never a simple way to do so just like a Pearl in a Shell it's always hidden it will always wait fr e right one to take e Pearly & Treasure it wholeheartedly. Go by your feeling to pick the folded hearts or animal one of it belongs to You and is always belong all over hundreds folded paper one will lies a real written words.
This few days, i am feeling very moody all i want to is to fold more n more of it hide inside each and every paper of it that nobody could ever search for it till the day it come. I don't deny at times i really throw my anger at dearie i jus can't simply control my temper at times it seem everything just so scary to m3. How i wish i didn't hear ? How i wish i didn't know anything from the Start ? so i wouldn't be so moody even till now at this moment. It is always lingerling in my head it is so .. terrible inside.
Yesterday was walkin' around and, i was planing to get a phone in Singapore to see whether they have any good phone plan fr me as i think further i just go back Singapore fr a wk and if i continue the contract fr the phone my parents would have to pay i decide to cancel once the the contract has ended this coming July. And, dearie actually wanted to buy me Sony Ericssion phone e model is W880i it is slim dats what i like at the same time i like PINK!! but is a toshiba brand if any maintences we can't find it at all.
I saw the function of W880i it is amazing Good. It is just fr me soo right mUahahaha!! i can blog !! dats Good abt it as well as in the plane i can use the phone toO!! webcam toO!! Lets see when dearie is home later Not feeling well .. i wanna get the silver colour if there is a pink i would purchase it. I find it so pissed off whenever that bitch keep calling when the forum is down or even so the things "they" can't handle and asked dearie to help them what they take him as ... ? since they are so smart why not ask dat fellow who they pointed to do.. why they must dearie to do ? what the f*** !! I am getting furious each days but, im just keep quiet. Why ? because im jus waiting for the right time to say him off as well as her.
When we was having dinner, actually i asked a question did anyone actually msg you his reply was so.. hesitated ( i saw the msg ) fr the f*** sick why she bother so much ? im very pissed off if someone i don't want talk to or neither i wish to talk to have to PM me in Msn. It is sux lucky my friend knew me whenever i want to chat i would PM them myself if they were to ask me something they would simply send me a Email b4 i start replying them to Msn. I find it sux at that time why she bother to tell me so many things ? well i couldn't b bother and, i hate sluts liar. Doesn't mean you and him is close friend nth will happen i have see it with my own eyes i have hear it with my own ears. I will never let off a person who is lying to m3. F***ker !! everything is jus so fed up i feeling so pissed off really pissed off i wonder why this jus can't freaking hell get out of my head .. !!!
( ARGH!!! )
Stupid bitch can't you jus simply mind your fucking shit business or can you please dun b fucking hell pestering ? You are a freako dat i would love to skin you and hit u in my dream. You face your voice make me wanna hit you further more ... in my dream .. i am not someone you can provoke with ... i will scold you like hell !! And, please watch your back anything i found out you will get hell from me and, you will know what i will do .. i will jus simply walk out of the house and never return to this house anymore. *shits*

There is a saying
Treasure & Cherish everything you have now,
bfore oneday it will b gone forever.
Regardless how much effort you put it in bfore.
You nvr know one day when you turn away your head it jus disappeared
and, it eventually left a scar that you have regretted it so much.
Trust is Important in every relationship and Marriage,
But at times, either the man or woman would destory
the Trust that was given to each other.
And, it leads to unfaithful.
This is really sad.
And, too much Trust a Person thinking
he/she wouldn't do anything in the end
it happened b'hide.
This is happening all around the world
Man would say to the wife/Gf
; how much i loved you
; i can't live without you
; i need you badly
; You are so sweet,lovely,beautiful
; you are jus so prefect
These are simply a lies out of 10 only 1
would say these with all his heart
Man would looked at other woman
especially when they get sick & tired
of his own wife/Gf.
They never understand what their
Gf/Wife thinks
Man would go around have sex with
other woman* and when e wife would
wan* they couldn't why ?
Because they'r
; sick and tired every single day single night
the sam3
; they are being tempted by those sluts out there
; to me there is no tempted or tempted
it is all belong to a mind
A guy who look at a woman with tempted is already a sinful thing
A guy who read porno magazine is a sinful
It may just b graphics but, mind can play a important part in one mind.
Some woman would say the same to the man,
; same out 10 1 will b true with her words.
Treasure & Cherish
I believe it's always a fate that bring each and everyone out there to find their loves one,
some would go thru all the ups & dwns making them think how evil a man/woman can do
making them realizing it bfore finding them a Prefect Man/Woman dat actaully in their Heart they
want this Prefect Nice Man/Woman in their life. It is all a matter of Fate and timing that God has arranged.
The other would be ;
Have a Good and nice perfect Relationship but, either the Man/Woman who don't treasure it they would regret it badly. And, in future they will never find someone who is as prefect as the first one they ever had.

I have lost faith and trust in certain things somehow at times i won't felt that i am being lied . I don't bother to care about anything sometimes but, at times it really got pissed off . It is sucha a shitty. I hate somethin' dat is blocking my entire way out
I still can't forget many things that happened few months back, i swear i am going to throw away the Snoopy bedsheet that is another bed-room yes u can say the bedsheet is innocent why should i vent my anger on this innocent bedsheet it cost money to buy it well, i couldn't be bother at all i have given face to you and, i swear i wouldn't want the bedsheet in our new house fr sure. And, for goodness sick " you got no right to say this is my and no others should allow to sleep " If dats urs why not bring it along with you ?! why leave it here ?! for display ?! I have been holding my great anger girl , i know how many things u did jus that i wouldn't bother to mend ur problems at all . Tell you something i saw that particular bedsheet i hate it to e core !! Alright .
And, another shitty's some lady who just can't let go of e things dat she actually given it up long time ago and now wanted it back for goodness sick please it has happened ages ago can't you go your way and stop bothering others ?! You are making yourself so .. low. I can't img a doctor like you would do that . Perhaps sum ppl was blinded. Please you have your own life to lead others do. If any cases was outta of the way i am going to do something you get it !! Alright it is gettin out of my nerves in my body .
I hate ppl who lie freako lie this bastards & sluts should die badly. I hate heard things dat was different from the start and the end i wonder what gone the world changing ?! I feel so upset sometimes it is ..a disappointment sometime i should say.
Im thinkin' why gUys love to go hookers and pay and fuck them , doesn't they find it so dirty and disgusting every single day after work go and fuck others women ? even ppl who go to club and pub also go for one night stand i can't img this world is going chaos. Guys who have wifes do that to them i find it totally suxs to the cor3.
Was on the way back ytd and, was on the bus those worker ( china ? local macau ? ) who is talking about the Hooker they went to .. when dearie told me abt these i was..saying these follow is brainless.. yucks i find them so dirty worse than a hooker.
Have a stomach cramp badly ... haiiz, gonna run up the hill :)

TriP to Xiamen
15 April
Macau to Xiamen an hr flight, e food they served was bread, rice with pork & vegs( it tasted like beef to me) so i didn't finished the dish at all.
During the flight i had a bad feelin' abt this flight that we took the sound of all the ding ding etc it was as thou the whole plane will jus crash into e air and give it a big bomb
the pilo was operating it FAST yes is really FAST!!! I was shocked and, we reached at 2pm shape it was amazing we left at macau at airport it was abt 12.50pm going to headed 1pm.
Both of us headed to their so call BIG SM Shopping centre it was..awesome!!! and, brough some cute cute stuff haha!! too cute to discrible it.
16 April
Had our first early morning breakfast the food was pretty bad, feeling nause lately is gettin' worse, and, later on dearie went fr his conference and i watched a Thailand DVD movie it didn't have any English sub title so
i understand by what i know abt their thai lang'. And, later on i took a nap and dearie was so naughty too photo of me while i was sleepin'. When i woke up he was still doing his thingy and, told me he wanted to go the Bian er Garden iin the city of Xiamen. took a cab there, walked fr abt an 1hr or so and, he ate a SMELLY BEANCURD SMELLY !! lotsa of fun today.
17 April
Same early mornin' breakfast, after e breakfast we headed to e Jetty to "Gulangyu" brought a two-way ticket we hop on to a "car" dat tour us around the whole entired ard we waited fr abt 15minute to set off as this particular in-charge lady she actually collected the money that was not being telly there was abt 6 Aust' if i suppose so and 2 Thai ladies tis thai lady was very kind even thou her chinese & english is not that good she actually make an effort to translate the msg to this 6 tourist. While we tour ard dearie capture and saw many 'tombs' dat is being hidden he wanted to get off the 'car' i told him he paid RMB 60 and, it is impossible to get down half way. Tour ard capture alot of wonderful beautiful amazing photos!! and, of course all the photo we took hmm..especially me.. my tummy gettin' bigger ( baby baby growing )!! :) Shall upload it whn i have re-organize e photos after which we return to the hotel and, e weather hmm it was quite fine then later on i went fr a Swim it was freezing cold!!! it was raining badly thou. It was too cold and, i swam fr awhile and get out as it was too icy feelin' making my head to feel giddy. Had a hot shower bck in our room and, at i too a short nap abt 8pm went to have a buffet dinner.
Great day!!
18 April
Didnt went fr breakfast today slept till abt 12+pm get washed up and ready out we go to Jimei it was a Tan Kar kee History about him, we took lotsa of photos and we even get to know a local guy he's kind & nice bring us ard Jimei talking us abt the history of it. As well as he is very honest person too :) Xiamen ppl looked like Taiwan ppl to me unlike other province of china. They are different fr sure and he actually spend e whole day .. we brought many stuff and the most precious things i love e most was a hulu that inside have my name and, of course dearie name on the hulu with our animal on it. And, we make fr my parents as well as my mother & father-in-law. We brought their famous cake as well as we had our dinner with Mr Lai and dearie and Mr Lai talk many things. After all e thingy we headed back to the hotel had our rest and, watch a Movie 300 e aircon here was BAD it was not cold at all !! Dame it !! Tml headin' off to Botani Garden :) I love dear dear!! lotsa... muackies spoke to him many things ... :P

19 April ( Beach & Zhong Sun Road In chinese )
Early mornin' wake up and get ready we went to had our early breakfast, after that the weather was very Sunny after breakfast we headed back to our hotel room and take our stuff to the beach actually we wanted to play the Jet Ski but, in e end we gave up tis idea as the Jetski motor seem to me is rusty & old. I told hubby that we cn go to Bintan again to play the Jetski and my favourite banana Boat haha. We take our stroll down the "Long beach" it take us 1h 30 min we capture alot of photos it was Great & very funny.. i love the beach !!! and, of course walkin' dwn the beach with my beloved dearie is e most happiers moment fr me after that there was this lady who actually sold us a kite at RMB 15 with Pika' on it dearie capture e photo of how high it cn go and, both of us was playing with it , and never forgotten "collecting the Seasells" After all the way we actually saw a Rock looked like a Dog it looked like a "Snoopy" with his ears,eyes & nose took some photo of it as well. Later on we headed to the Pool and swim ... Oh my i will never forget this moment of course.. it was crazy us & really extremely undescrible how we played in the Swimmin' pool !! It was awesome!!! LOL ..!! it was indeed Very Funny that words can't describle anythin' else at all. After swim, back to hotel again had our warm shower and headed to Zhong Sun Road is a so kind their - Orchard road - And, we actually walk ard and dearie buy again Beautiful Seashell we gonna display it in our new house and, we purchase alot of things ... and, dearie he keep buying me dress and, skirts too...!!! And, i finally yes finally found my Japanese W-ind ( Boy band ) it is tough findin' fr e song as Singapore didn't sell neither in HK it is so difficult to find. I buy hubby shirt shirt too !! Muackiies !! and, hubby buy me three beautiful wonderful Bag.. is orignal " Snoopy travel bag & a Hand carry bag it's a latest ) and, ( a Pucca Character sling bag with Strawberries on it ) it is so beautiful !!
We had our dinner at a Restuarant to me is their local eatery, i was shocked by afew cups of drinks on our table and, so many food is on our table as well. Both of us didn't finished at all he finished his beef steak whereas fr me fish.. not only not too salty too bad the resturant said cannot take e photo.. ( too bad ) hubby was so careless untill he actually accidentally threw awy his ATM card i have been nag nag at him non stop mUahahahaha!!! ..he is always blurblur !! :P ( Hubby u shld knw urself right .. heez ) muackies you my dear.
Have a Wonderful and Awesome day.


20 April ( Sleep early )

We had our dinner at the resturant near the Beach. After which both of had our stroll down the beach it was wonderful !! With someone you love walking down the beach with you is a Great & NIce feeling of all.


21 April

Didn't had our breakfast wake up and showered prepared all the things b4 we check out the hotel. We waited fr abt 15min-20min to wait fr this staff to do the neccesary things. We took a cab down to Airport when we reached the Airport check in our luagg' and so on. Dearie purchased some Macau local treats fr Mummy & Daddy. He has a gastic pain poor dear. Lucky we bring along the medicine with us.
After we reach, we went to fetch baby pearly & baby chockiie hOme.. both of us slept early tooO.. :) both of us is exhausted fr all the trip we make.
22 April
Yesterday had a long dream, it was unbelieveable to my own eyes last night when i was sleepin' the bedsheet we purchased was a nice snOopy !! it's very comfortable to sleep on it. This dream actually was connecting to last few weeks back before the trip i went to Xiamen it is to be said there was this three tombstone and some others nearby it was very dark at night it was in the forest there was nobody else i and dear was walking from somewhere out and, dearie said he wanted to purchase some food as both of us walked so tired and, he actually asked me to follow him along i told him "No i'll wait fr him here" dats where the tombstone situated at ... i was sitting down and, suddenly there was this lady asked me .. "Girl are you feeling hungry now i have food with me i can give you some of it .. " i was shocked !! I told her " No thanks hubby has went to purchase it fr me she told me there is no shop nearby at all. Anyway, i waited fr dearie.
Next moment she told me finding a book abt her.., it will say abt how she died and her next generation was about. I was curious i was stunned by the words she said to me i thought it was a dream. After we went to Xiamen i was shocked.. my mind was... O-O!! Am i dreamin? or am i jus having some illusion in my head it was totally unbelieveable to me at all. I told hubby the ferry we took seem to me i have took many times it was.. somethin unexpectedly it was a dream when i was e age of Primary School the img' the surrounding was vivdly to me.. the place we went the place we went to dine the place we walked.. it was.. as if i was dreamin' i waited to sit down and cried why all my dream has turning out to b the truth it seem so... freaky !!! it was.. a dream almost a 10over yrs back it re-appeared !! gOsh.
Anyway, back to yesterday
I was sleeping very comfortable with and, actually this lady and another 5 of this spiril came and look fr me i opened my eyes as i feel somebody was looking and calling my name and i somehow jus couldn't sleep fr a moment and i wake up saw dearie was sleeping soundly beside me and, i spoke to the 6 spirits asking why they are looking fr me.
"They told me .. i have been following you back girl don't you forget ? " i told them ; No i didn't know you are following me back home. I only knew there's one but is not anyone of you is the one always follow me not others at all. They keep telling me they has been following me back and, asked me have i found the book i told her no i couldn't find it all... even so how would i read about the chinese character was being listed in.. i dunno much about chinese characters at all. How can i help them ? I feel sad for them honestly speaking.They bring me back there to the dark forest this time yes this time is the same.. forest i had dreamt last month it .. was... quite freaky to me. Another was i saw a girl being tied up hang up .. there was three lady who actually pursuaded this lady not to jump down the building everyone loved her so much. After which the lady didn't jump down eventually she even told them more things.. saying how sad she was when her parents beat her up scolding up.
Later on i and dearie was walking on the street i saw... a headless guy who is riding a bicycle !! it was.. OMG!!... i run .. .!! because it was very horrified to my eyes it was something i didn't want to see it after fr so many eyes in my dreams. I cried in my dreams later on this 6 Spirits chased abt a evil spirit who wanted to take awy my life in exchange to his.. one of the 6 told the evil spirit if he dun let me go other spirits will come after his life fr sure.. i was... i was... too and, actually i fainted... and after which this 6 spiril was very kind they bring me to somewhere i never been b4 it was a wonderful place. It was dark but it is very nice place.
I asked them why didn't they go hubby dream to ask him because he know how to read chinese character whereas i dunno, they told me they had tried but failed as they didn't had the fate with him at all even so they can't even near his body how would they allow him to dream about them . I was... wordless. I really really want to help them to locate the book but there was within my limit. But, i know oneday the book will eventually appeared infront of me.
To the 6 Spirits and this special lady May God Bless You always !! You are a Kind Soul Kind Spirits you should go fr recanation not to wander in this world. Don't let your soul wander around.

Yesterday slept quiet late dearie was angry with Baby Pearly and, he was quite stressful and busy for the last few days back. Im feeling quite down lately as well i was pretty stress with many things as well sometimes, it's difficult to cope with all the heavy thoughts in my head well, i believe i can cope well with it. Have been listening all my J-pop music it shake off some of my stressful mind im glad.
I am quite furious with some shitty , i wonder why some lady just can't look straight why must they pester some1 dat just treat her just as a friend only but, she just pushing herself doesn't she find herself looked like a Slut. Friends is Friends, but at the time there's a limit but, hey woman you are out of ur limit do you know that ? please watch whatever things you do because, i don't think you want me to scold you for mailing my husband every now and then i have my limit to others but, hey woman this thing i have reach my limit and to some freako woman who have been pushing yourself to my husband one word to you "FUCK OFF" i have read e emails that you have been mailin' to him and, of course i read it..and, i delected it so please mind you get a life out there. He's Married so why not you just shut your mouth and stop being such slut out there . I hate such a woman like you . That's why i said woman who are above 24 they look like some sicko out there talk with no sense doesn't care about others at all. And, well taking others bf destorying others relationship i feel so pitiful fr most girls & guys.
Life is cruel Life is unpredicable
Love you my precious hubby.

Mornin went out to look fr my teacher at Wwss when i reached the school it recalled how actually this school started i m one of e first batch student in there and, of course all my beloved teacher still rmb me!! And, i am soo glad of course i feel abit bad also fr hmm 2yrs or so didn't visit them. And, my teacher actually disturb me said "What your hair getting longer n longer ?! " if i didn't call during Secondary school now already mopping the floor i giggling to myself hahaha!! and, they was very happy that i applied fr the University and told me most of my classmate is in Poly why didn't i study Poly i told him Poly is stressful to me. I rather take a course that i like and love it study hard with it score gd grades rather then fixing me into some courses that i hate. Well, i don't deny i from ITE but, my score allow me to get in Poly but the problem actually lies with me. I hate poly actually. And, i knwo where is my acad' level is.. I hate people who actually look down on ITE Students. Thinkin they are some kind of HIGH ClASS *PUKE* some people are just too proud about themselves. GRR!!
Anyway, after that meet dear n Fuad for the filming. We bash in the forest and it was HIGH up !! i was cutted by some thorts too!! as well as Janies , dear n fuad. It was fun !! it recalled my time in NPCC climbing up and down like nobody business and, img how you actually silly fall on the ground hahaha!! Just kidding. It was a long way and, tiring. Today is a fruitful day for all of us. Of course baby in the tummy will think "Mummy SIAO" haha!!! GRR... Shall edit the photo before upload it here.
Had our dinner at home, after that packed all the things to bring bck to Macau geez i think is more than 15KG!! Never forgotten to bring baby chockie and milky treats back fr them. And, i expected that the whole apartment will be in a Mess fr the past 3 weeks that he will make fr me to clean up e mess.
..sleepy sleepy me. I am too tired to play my SIMS 2 i builded the house furniture and so on. haha.. it is GREAT! and nice.. shall upload the photo too!! BingO!!! :P
I am going to get some rest now.. tata~ Tml flight is at 5.45pm. GRRRR!!!!
LOVE YOU MY BELOVED DEAR!!!!!!

It was pretty bad that didn't stay 10days in Singapore just stay fr 5days, Miss my babies doggies and of course my beloved parents. Next day when we arrived e following day we went to pick up baby chockiie & pearly they was overjoyed when saw me & dear fetching them back home both of us planned to bring them to take a shower at the groomer but the grooming session was fulled too bad. I was having a slight flu and, e ear was hurting me due to the pressure that was in the Airplane during e previous night . It causes me to have headache!! i hate that fr sure obviously.
Today afternoon i went to the supermarket to get some ingredient to cook fr the next few days. Many shop closed today due to their Holidays. The weather here dropped to 15 degree and following day was 17 degree it should be spring here.. LOL!! looked like winter to me now ( ..AGAIN ) *fainted* Baby chockiie & pearly was very happy hee.. *hugs* hugs* hugs * hugs *
Fr the God dame sick, why can't this person just freakin' f*** off why keep on putting the blame on him *yawn* dame ass shit doesn't she nothing better to do or him ( he is lying ) i am sick & tired of it i thought everything he said to me has clear ? why doesn't it clear ? why must there still b things linger around. Fr the Sick of it can it b straight forward ... ?! ( ... O_O!!! ) honestly this few days i am in BAD MOOD !!!
And, hey mind you didn't ur parents teach you not to anyhw give ppl others no. w/o others ppl permission .. God dame ass shitty hole ..f*** .. and, hey i am going to get the bottom of it fr e shit has bn happening again... oh..well.. again ? 19 more mths fuck you man .. bitch & bastard bloody shitty ... f***

!! BAD MOOD !!