On 22 I was admitted to hospital after mid night, in the afternoon I was having more mucus discharge that’s from brown and then to blood. I thought it was okay, but of course I informed dear and mummy about it.

The contractions started every 10 minute, and slowly 5 minute with intense felt like menstruation cramp it was still bearable at that time. But, sooner or later it I went to toilet and a gush of blood flowing out straight scared the shit out of me, I also smsed dear and told him. I immediately informed the nurses out there she told me is normal, I keep pressing the bell for like almost 4-5 times and said I was ready to be in the delivery room to wait. I was WOW! That’s fast!

They started to see how dilated it’s and, slowly the pain get more intense unbearable! It drag for pretty long hours(at least it’s within a day) the labour pain is like worst than menstruation cramp!

When I was 4 cm dilated, they asked me if I wanted the Epidural I agree straight away without thinking any side effects at all, because I know the pain is getting intense till I want to burst out with tears.

After they injected me, another was at the drips inside. Boo I think I used like more than 4 different type of medicine just to ease my pain. It have the effect after 10minute, but it only lasted for 1 hour the pain was getting freaking painful when I was 8cm dilated!! They never expect it was so fast that they have mislead that I have already reached 10cm instead of 8cm!

I felt I wanted to shit! Yes shit! But is shit precious out! His head was being exposed out already, and the nurse was checking on me screamed out loud for the doctor’s and also nurses. There were 2 doctors and, 3-4 nurses just to delivery precious for me. They kept saying OMG! That’s so fast for her they never expected that I can give birth so fast!

Within 15minute precious was out, but the pain in me is a torture like fuck! I screamed I cried I yelled I even faint over. There’s a senior doctor keep encouraging me just one more push he will be out. And, listening to her words Yes I did the last push and he was born! I can’t believe I made it!
I will always remembered her encouragement for me.

Precious was later place infront of me, he opened his eyes I couldn’t believe that a newborn baby open his eye looking at me with an innocent look of his. They clean him up and was then place side by side with me I teared that …! I can’t believe I carry you for 9 month in my womb.

I was saying to dear and mummy that precious is more excited about coming to the world, than I do he was pushing his way out by his own it was unbelievable at all. He did not cry as much as other does except he have many expression of his.
3D and 4D ultrasound I had took it was exactly the same as him! And, look like busy bee haha! The feature of his face is so handsome and his mouth is like me when I was a baby.

I will always remember first thing he out from my womb and was place next to me he hold my hands and place to his lip to kiss and looked at me with his innocent look. And smile.

Dear booked a private suite for me, and I have a good rest even though my body is aching everywhere. I am still walking around like nobody business in the hospital!
I still remember my whole body was totally numb! As if I was like OH SHIT! I looked like paralysed the poor nurses have to move me from bed to bed and then up to the ward at 13 floor.

Why my lower body is badly numb because I was on four different kinds of medication beside the epidural on me. Put also no use, because he only inject more when I am having stitches! It was painful without with that stitches, and the seeing it is like pool of blood. Felt so disgusted at that time

After that I phoned dear telling him I give birth already he was so shocked that he was maybe jumping like crazy in his office laugh out loud! Immediately he came with mummy to see me.

And, was so happy to describe about it!
… it will be a pretty long post for this couple of days.