I am getting lazy to eat because I am sick of eating!

..in the afternoon dear and mummy when to bring the dogs to the mountain for their walks whereas for me at home sleeping laugh out loud!

Watch the show that I had rented last night about Candy Strippers! it was pretty cool I should say especially when the nurse keep eating candies non stop!

When I watched it, it does look a bit like how I love candies I can take it as my daily meal! anyway, that story is about Alien that feeds on candies. The nurse starts to seduce all the men doctor and slowly killed them one after another with a terror disgusting shit hell blood that even the heart was whack out open!


Pork with ?? umm

My fav. and also some other dishes that i had forgotten to take photo of it!

went down to supermarket to get porcari water and also candies
bought chocolate for dear and, mummy that dried mangoes

You'r not Sorry By Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances
Everytime and all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I've figured you out
And you thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you
If I didn't know
Could have loved you all my life
If you had'nt left me waiting
In the cold
And you've got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
'Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh...

All these shows are bloody and more bloody!uncensored too!
after this i wanna rent the other new horror movies!
Next week watching Terminator!!!!!!

as usual

….Slept at 5am in the morning! But, I am roasting myself on the bed keep on rushing to the toilet while before we slept we talk about some issue and also dear felt tooties intense moves. I was laughing to him at first he said tooties sleeping I told him no wait a while more you can feel his kick so after about 2 minute dear felt it tooties is turning himself. I roughly told him where is tooties feet and hand. I also told him don’t play with him by tapping around the tummy he will play with you by giving me that poking fingers of his going around the side.

How times flies?

….guess for now I will stop thinking about watching movie! Perhaps after birth during the one month confinement I am not allowed to go out I will watch till dawn! And, I will rent the gruesome movie that I want to watch during my pregnancy!! Rawr!!

I want my uncensored MY BLOODY VALENTINE!!! Dear said going to get me that DVD!! I am always excited when it comes to movie that are gruesome, exciting, horror but not romantic or classic kind. It bored me a lot. He is being influenced by me watching those movies keke

TODAY is 2HOURS!!!!

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Mummy went out to get sugar bread for me and raisin bread for herself. And not forgetting vitasoy


Small packs of M&M
I make apple juice with honey and also guan yin tea with honey!
Dinner's for tonight!







Interesting article that I had read;

What Makes a Man Fall and Stay in Love
Love has many facets and can deepen and grow with time. Here, men at various stages of relationships share how they fell in love initially, how their love deepened, and for some, how love has only grown richer after 40 years.

At one minute: I was sitting on a bench outside the American Museum of Natural History. She was already 15 minutes late for our blind date. Then a girl in blue jeans started jogging up the stairs, full of life and swaying hair. I had never seen anyone so beautiful. I was finished. I have not recovered.

At one year: She was living in Paris — her dream come true — so we were in love long-distance. Her first several months over there had not been as fun or fulfilling as she'd expected; meantime, they'd killed me. She was considering coming home early, but something told me that if she did and we got married, she'd always feel she'd left something unfinished. So though the words felt almost repulsive coming from my mouth, I told her, "You should stay."

At seven years: In the operating room, moments after her C-section, when our newborn was held up, like Simba in The Lion King, I felt humbled. She was the one who had spent nine months carrying him. She was the one — even with her superhuman tolerance for pain — who winced and moaned in agony as the baby stretched her insides like some Incredible Hulk angling for more space. But she couldn't see him because a curtain blocked her view from the chest down. So in awe of my exhausted, glowing wife, I had the honor of describing to her our firstborn son, Sam.

More read up @ What makes a man Fall and Stay in Love

And also this

True Love Stories
Remember the feeling you had when you just knew your guy was the one? For her new book, "Boy Meets Girl", Rachel Safier got 40 couples to share the stories of how they met, and the moment they knew this time was different.
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Why is "how we met" so important for a couple?

We always hear people say, "I met so-and-so, and a year later we were married." That first encounter is what starts them on their journey. It's the fork in their life's road. One day, life is going a certain way, but then you've met your match, and life is even better. At certain points we all feel alone, but then someone meets us soul to soul, and it's a beautiful experience.

Why is hearing other people's love stories so appealing?

Life can have fewer happy surprises the older we get, and people like to listen to stories that wow us, like, "We met out of the blue!" or "He was right under my nose all along!" But also, it helps people to see that love is out there. For married couples, it's a way of connecting with others on one of the happiest times in their life. It brings them back to the memory of why they fell in love.

What did you learn about love from hearing all these stories?

I learned that joy can't be scheduled. One woman called a wrong number and ended up falling in love with the man who picked up! Another woman went on a blind date and knew she would marry him the second she saw him. Those stories give us a sense of wonder that things can turn on a dime. Another couple got engaged in first grade. He passed her a note in class asking if she would marry him; she wrote yes. They started dating when they were 16 and married after graduating tech school.

Everyone I interviewed said they felt a sense of calm when they knew he or she was the one. Even if they didn't know it right away, once they had that "aha" moment, they never looked back. They were overtaken by a sense of "This is right," and there is so much joy in that feeling.

I used the honey that was bought from dear friend’s
I always love to use honey when i am blending the Fruit juice.
Tomorrow make apple juice!

5 fresh oranges peeled
Dear helped me to chop off the skin

Ice water/Ice

Honey 3 table spoon mixed with hot water.
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Had a conversation with my elder brother in MSN! And told him about the idiotic maid!

…I am getting tired and sleepy each days I wonder why? Who say approaching due date will stay alert I only know I am overly excited till I almost forgotten what I want to do.

Tomorrow public holiday’s I suppose is the dragon boat day’ aka Duanwu Festival if I am not wrong, outside selling those big dumplings with different ingredients unlike Singapore dumpling.

I still remember when I was in primary school, my dad’s makes the dumpling and taught me how to fold the dumpling leafs and also what ingredient this and that I miss those time! I keep asking why and why

I went to double check my hospital bag just in case I miss out anything that I suppose to bring along with me on that day. And, also the blood cord document and the stuff. In case i am really so blur that i forgotten to bring that box then really oops!

Tonight's dinner

Clean the hamster cage and also shower the hamsters! Using the small animal shampoo!

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Are Singaporean always so stuck up? Or simply just because they are arrogant!

….hmmm

Dear accompanied me for the every week check up, as usual the weight check and all. Dear tried the weighing scale in the hospital 82kg?! I told him crazy ah if he that weight I think he become a kettle pot already. As far as I know the hospital weighing scale is always in accurate! Where on earth someone will asked to wear slipper or shoes to measure or weight ourselves such as wearing thick winter jacket too?!

At home he just weigh himself is a normal range, not like 82kg! Even my weight as well in the hospital is like oh so scary when on earth I gained more than 10kg! I merely gained less than 8kg through out the 9 months! If so I also will become a big tall kettle pot full of fats already. But I think I am underweight still haha~

She said I will be due soon! YIPPY! Will get to see tooties so soon!! I can’t wait!!!

When she was using the Doppler listening to tooties heart beats tooties give it a hard kicks to her! And, she was shocked as tooties is simply too active!! She asked me if tooties move a lots I told her yes till I can’t take it anymore!! And, do I feel pain of course I do feel pain his strong kicks like playing martial arts inside as if he is like whacking something.

After the check up, head home for dinner! While mummy waited for us!


Dear bought yellow noodle for me in e afternoon

No sugar bread end up buy the pineapple bun. Next time must go early, I still miss the blueberry bun I always buy to school early in the morning!! And with the Soya bean milk!

Mummy’s help me to wash tooties bed sheet once dry have to put the bumper etc in his cot already.

from this

Dear said I change more than him,

From a young girl becoming a mummy especially from a crazy girl into a crazy mother. But I think I did not change much beside being pregnant. Life still the same for me, but I believe it will be more responsibility and also stress especially when my semester start with school work load furnishing me
No time to even go online! As examination will be real fast!

I miss the fun before haha because I always play kicking and boxing with dear at home and also running here and there!

In the afternoon while I was resting on the bed, tooties keep kicking non stop giving many strong kicks and movement here and there I recorded down.

Mummy’s placed her hand onto my tummy and get a shock haha because tooties gave her a sudden strong kick.

Even now I am blogging!! He’s still moving here and there. Like cannot be stay still for at least 5 minute I show dear the video I recorded and, he was saying that tooties want to be the tankie haha~

Dinner's for tonight

Long Bean

Chicken

Sardine & Salmon fish good for BB brain

Fried rice

Fruits is always essential every after meal for good digestion

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Unlikely UK sensation Boyle sings rousing 'Memory'

Surprise singing sensation Susan Boyle made a new television appearance Sunday, showcasing once again her soaring voice — but refusing to compromise on the frumpy look that made her an Internet sensation.The shy church volunteer gave a rousing, but occasionally nervous, performance on the "American Idol"-style show "Britain's Got Talent," with a version of the song "Memory" from the musical "Cats."
Members of the public voting in a telephone poll picked her as the best of eight performers who appeared Sunday, meaning she will sing again in the contest's final next Saturday.
Flashing a broad smile, Boyle danced in delight as results were announced and said had relished the chance to perform. "Fantastic, absolutely fantastic," she said. "What pressure? I've really enjoyed myself tonight."
Wearing a plum colored beaded dress — and a touch more makeup than during her last performance — but with the same unruly shock of hair, Boyle overcame early jitters to deliver a powerful vocal.
Producers said the 47-year-old's appearance was being posted on the Internet almost immediately, after about 60 million people watched her last performance via YouTube.
In her first performance last month, judges who'd raised eyebrows at Boyle's dowdy image were won over by her bold voice and surprisingly confident performance of "I Dreamed a Dream" from the musical "Les Miserables." The sometimes awkward looking Scot won praise from celebrities, including Oprah Winfrey and Demi Moore, and even won a name check in her favorite cartoon "The Simpsons."
On Sunday, the show's judges and audience rose to their feet to applaud, but those posting comments to the Twitter Web site appeared divided. While some hailed her performance, others appeared underwhelmed.
Bookmaker William Hill has made her a runaway favorite to win on May 30.
Contestants are competing to perform at Britain's annual Royal Variety Show — attended by members of the royal family — and win a 100,000 pound ($159,000) prize.
The singer, who lives alone with her cat Pebbles in one of Scotland's poorest regions, said before Sunday's performance that she wouldn't transform her appearance. "I just want people to see me for who I am, and do my best at singing the song, that's what I am focusing on," she said.
Boyle, who says she's never been kissed, grew up the youngest of nine children in Blackburn, a community of 4,750 people 20 miles (32 kilometers) west of Edinburgh, in Scotland, and a district blighted by unemployment and crime. She suffered learning difficulties as a child and was bullied by other children.
As an adult, she's struggled for work but had been a regular on her local karaoke circuit and performed in church choirs.
In an interview with The Associated Press at her home last month, she said the death of her mother had inspired her to enter the TV talent show.
"I wanted to show her I could do something with my life," Boyle said.

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Going to take my shower now! and see if tooties will quiet down or not if not my tummy going to be burst!

Baby's abalone back side

Bought a new brush because the stupid asshole dogs chew broken!

What’s there to talk about to someone’s who had no Justice no righteousness at all?

Waste breathe and time!

I have been reading a couple of news about sleep paralyse and, also hypnosis article I find it meaningful and useful for my studies. As one of the module are about hypnosis and how the tactic is like and so forth

Though I am always updating “daily rants or even craps at times” I love reading news article especially those that relevant to my studies and also the surrounding especially the country I am residing at! If not anything happen I wouldn’t know!

Not forgetting after give birth and also some extreme exercise to lose weight I will be back on track with heavy load studies and with stress again! But I believe is worth it after all now have tooties to think about his future his needs

I am not in a good mood lately, I wonder why perhaps mood swing again due to the fatigue! With the back ache and, the tummy looked so bigger than before! I cry at times without knowing what’s the reason?!?! Crazy!

The photo I took days ago, I couldn’t barely see my feet laugh out loud! So, imagine how big my tummy had grow into?!

The weight I carried?! The food I eat?! For 9months?!

I told dear that after birth I will get so desperately sick of food, and lack of appetite whenever I see food I would vomit! And, I would only sleep and eat seaweed because for the whole 9 months I can’t eat seaweed!!!!!!! It’s like killing me!!

Jump into the pool and go in the Sauna room and get steam myself for half an hour at least.

Everyone’s is waiting to see little bees, I am waiting too! Because we can’t decide when the time he wants to be out duration 40weeks?! Or even earlier by 2 weeks I hope so!

Next week follow up check again! Rawr!
Guess no more ultrasound.

Only waiting and waiting and then go in hospital to give birth!!